There is a moment every night as I’m rocking Mac to sleep when I’m on the third or fourth round of “Bye Bye Blackbird” where I can feel him just melt into me.
It usually takes a few minutes. When we first sit down and I start singing, it takes him a little while to settle down, to stop looking for objects in the immediate vicinity that he can play with, and to find just the right position on my lap.
But then it happens — he settles in, puts his chubby little hand on my face, and draws me in close so my face is right next to his while I sing into his cheek. And he melts.
Incidentally, it is at the exact same time that my heart melts.